couldd i be looking at thiss all wrong?

sooo i've been thinkingg about some thingss lately...and hmmm i think i've been looking in all the wrongg placess for that "guy"...okayy heres the thing

there aree these two amazingg guyss...but in there own wayyy

guy 1:
simple
mmm kinda quiet
nice style
fine [in my opinion]...but other girls mayy see himm more as "cute" or "okay"
andd veryy sensitivee

guy 2:
funnyy
very talkative
not shyy onee bit
well on the flip side...not as fine lol...more like uhhhh "okayyyy"


welll i've been having a crush on guy numero uno...for quite awhile...but uhmmm he doesnt crush back...so wat do i do??...i stop caringg and try to make things as smooth as possible= meaning forget about likingg him and JUST BE FRIENDS...

butt guy 2...i never was interested in...well im still not but theres somethingg different about him


well i guess im stuck with the wholee looks kinda thingg...i mean guy 2 isnt really what im interested in [physically]...but does it matter??

i mean i talk about boys worrying about looks too much....am i doing the same thing??? when im turning a great guy down over just the physical stuff

i dont knoww...but im not going to be a hypocrite...i guess this will be my new motto:

"never feel the outer shell until u reach the enter one"...

wait is that even a good motto lol...i dont knoww it makess sense to me:)

well of course it does i made itt. haha duhhhh

lol

blahhh ;p