i love him

i love him, its justttt that thing he does
why i love him, i dont know
we fuss we scream, we cuss
its a mess but then i stop and say
i love you
his sudden reassurence starts with an "i love you too"
i smile
he wonders, what is wrong with me
instead of asking me, he lets it sweep to the back of his mind
because he knows, my insecurities with relationships, could terminate our love
he fights his thoughts and his true concerns for me
he lets me win the battles
butttt for what..........
because he knows after every argument and every scream a love you will emerge with hopeless joy that brings nothing but happiness to me
maybe not to him, but he knows his sudden reassurance starts with "i love you too"
then i stop and sayyy
i know you do